I had a
conversation recently with a representative from an organisation that helps women obtain
access to contraception and abortion. We were talking because I volunteered to
be a contact for the media, in case they were looking for women to tell their
stories of abortion and unwanted pregnancy. Having women prepared to go onthe record about their abortion will hopefully help break the conspiracy of
silence around the subject and dispel the mistaken idea that abortion is
something secret, shameful and wrong.
We went through some
stock questions, and it was a pleasant chat, but one question gave me pause. It
was, and I'm paraphrasing from memory, along the lines of: "why did you
feel that you wanted to have an abortion at that time? Was it for financial reasons,
because you were young or in college etc.?". I was kind of dumbfounded to
be honest. I had my abortion getting on for 20 years ago in a different
country; at the time, I had never seen a poster of a dismembered foetus or
heard the term "pro life lobby". Having an abortion when you were
faced with an unplanned pregnancy was just what you did.
It would have been
the opposite choice - not terminating
the pregnancy - that would have caused questions. Are you old enough to be a
mother? Can you support the child financially? How will you finish college with
a baby? What about the man, what if he doesn't want to have a child right now -
will your child grow up not knowing its father? And anyway, is it right to
bring a person into the world based on nothing but a preventable and unwelcome
accident?
It seems to me now
that, somehow, over the years we've lost this common sense attitude to having
children. These days, women are presumed to always be, by default, in the state
of actively wanting to be mothers. So when they are faced with the possibility
of motherhood unexpectedly, we want to know what reason they can give for not
acting on this presumed readiness. And we limit what we want to think of as
legitimate reasons: I was poor, I was young, I was at university, I had no
support. "I didn't wake up that morning wanting to be a mother" is
not on the list.
Nobody ever asks a
man why he didn't make a particular important life decision at a given time.
Men are presumed to have true agency, in the sense that when their personal
lives bifurcate, either choice they make is deemed legitimate. I've never heard
anyone ask a man "so why didn't you propose to her at that time" or
"how come you didn't chose to take care of your children when they were
small". Got married? Fine. Didn't? Also fine. Changed nappies? Wonderful.
Refused to? Oh well, you were the working parent. Either way, men are generally
trusted by popular discourse to have had good reasons for their life choices,
whereas women's choices are either constantly questioned (as in the "mommy
wars" debate) or actively circumscribed (as in th case of reproductive
freedom).
It is part of the
condition of an oppressed class that what the dominant group takes for granted
the oppressed group has to beg for & make arguments for. So in and of
itself this insight that women are seen as always being in the "on"
position when it comes to becoming mothers is not surprising
as such. But it is extremely disturbing, because it a) treats women as no
better than cattle in terms of how much moral agency they can exercise over the
decision to reproduce and b) utterly elides the dangers, complexities and
implications of pregnancy and motherhood.
Which bring me to
Sarah Catt. Last Monday Catt
was sentenced to 8 years imprisonment for "attempting to procure an
abortion". She admitted to taking drugs she bought online in the 39th week
of pregnancy and giving birth to a stillborn baby shortly afterwards. The body
has not yet been recovered. Catt already has three children: two with her
current partner and one who she'd given up for adoption when young. She has
also had one abortion that we know of. This latest pregnancy she kept a secret
from her partner throughout (how is another matter). She had also sought to
abort this pregnancy but approached the service after the 24 week cut-off point
and was refused the procedure.
If anything emerges
from this quick reproductive biography is that this is a woman who is
ambivalent about pregnancy and birth. Clearly, to undertake such a desperate
measure - essentially giving birth to a dead foetus alone and in secret - she
must have been in some psychological distress. It was also submitted to the
court that in the case of the child she ended up giving for adoption, she had
originally wanted an abortion but was "persuaded" to go through to
term. Another complicating factor was that the pregnancy she was convicted of
terminating unlawfully was the product of an affair that she was keeping hidden
from her partner. Such a level of secrecy in a relationship is a red flag for
abuse, but this was not in any way mentioned in the judge's sentencing note.
There's been a
lot written over the last few days about Sarah Catt and abortion provision,
or the pro-choice position in general; but I think the most insightful
commenters were those who saw that in fact there is no relationship between
the two. Catt sought an abortion and was turned away as per the law. End
of.
What came next
though gets right to the heart of this implicit, silent-but-deadly social
presumption that motherhood is the default state for all women. Here was a
woman who really, really didn’t want to be pregnant - but there was no recourse
for her, no service that she knew to approach that would help her to deal with
the inevitability of labour. It's just not something we think about; if a woman
is so unnatural as to want to abort a pregnancy, well then she can do so
(provided she repeats the right cant and gives a legitimate excuse) up until 24
weeks in. After that, unless there's something physically wrong? Tough cookies.
It's worth
remembering that Catt was not convicted under
any clause of the 1967 Abortion Act, but under a 1861 (!) statute that
is still on the law books and which specifically criminalises women attempting
to procure an abortion themselves, without the help & approval of a doctor.
That law has no time limit, so even though the judge explicitly handed
down a harsher sentence because of how close to term Catt was when she
committed the offence, in fact it's not really got anything to do with it -
she'd have been breaking the law by inducing her own abortion after 3 weeks as
much as after 39.
The '67 Act did not
decriminalise women seeking abortion; it decriminalised doctors performing them (under certain limiting conditions and
of course not including Northern Ireland). There is in fact no law in Britain
that explicitly grants a woman autonomy over her own reproductive capacity. It
can be startling to be faced with the tenuous nature of the so called
"legalisation" of abortion, and to realise just how fragile and
limited our freedom as women is to control our own bodies.
Now, British law is
a bit notorious for being a spaghetti bowl of precedents, fudges, obsolete
legislation and obscure clauses. For example, did you know that there is
another law - from 1929 this time - that Catt could have been charged under?
But in the case of abortion, we need a brave legislative initiative to
consolidate and modernise the existing legislation, strike off irrelevant and
ambiguous laws, and provide British women with a clear and firm basis for
legally protecting and upholding our rights over our own bodies and
reproductive organs. The unfortunate case of Sarah Catt case is a stark and
tragic reminder of that fact - not a cheap pretext to demonise abortion.
There is a demonstration outside Parliament on September 29th to demand reform to the abortion law, organised by Abortion
Rights, the national pro-choice campaign for the UK
